Some days...

[faith]

Some days are just, well, just... overwhelming.
It seems like it comes in waves- from dreams to thoughts.
I wish I could figure it all out- what makes some days a dev day and others not.

Any ideas? Lol...

[devogirl]

I think it's completely random. One minute nothing, then I'll stumble across something that sets it off, and I'll be obsessing for weeks.

[princess]

Same here. I go weeks without a dev thought and then all of a sudden it gets out of control, like lately it's all i think about.

[canadiandev]

Me, too. A whole lot of nothing and then something (or someone!) will trigger it and I'm obsessed for a bit. Like right now, posting to this board every day. Actually wondering whether it's linked to my menstrual cycles somehow.

[lindab535]

I am the exact same way. I can go YEARS barely thinking about it and them - wham - I am obsessed for weeks, months.

odd

[CJ]

I agree with this as well. It's always there. I always have the attraction, but I can go a long time without thinking about it, then all of a sudden I will obsess. I feel like I'm obsessing a little bit less now that I've admitted my dev feelings.

[dolly]

for me it's both completely random and also very much tied to my menstrual cycle.

i may get triggered at any time and spin off into a bit of a dev-ed up frenzy, but i also find that around the time of my period i feel a bit more frisky in general, and as a result... extra dev-y.

sometimes it does get overwhelming. sometimes there are lows. a lot of the time it's somewhere in between. but i definitely cannot relate to barely thinking about it for *years*.

yes, faith... some days... i hear ya. i really do.

[vonvon13]

Somedays the feeling is strong and other it is not. When its bad its bad tho. You can only take one day at a time. Cold shower helps lol!