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Post by Deleted on Jul 27, 2020 1:04:51 GMT -5
Well l probably wasn’t here when you left but good to see you back.... and my nosey azz wants to know what happened to the pwd🤔 His name on PD was fallinginreverse . His account is still "active." We met here, dated, fell madly in love, moved in together. It's a really long, sad story, but in the end he died of an overdose in 2017. He had been struggling with severe depression and suicidal thoughts during our relationship, then became addicted to opiates to manage his emotional and physical pain. Nothing I did, no amount of love, could bring him out of his private darkness. The OD appeared to be accidental, but I also know he was passively suicidal, so he behaved recklessly hoping something would happen. And it finally did. I have never gotten over this, I doubt I ever will. I'm married to an AB man, now, and I love him very much, but what Fallinginreverse and I had is impossible to put into words. To quote E.A. Poe: "We loved with a love that was more than love." I miss him every single day. God this post hits so close to home. I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you know it's not your fault. It's really hard being disabled and not always worth sticking it out no matter what you try to do to help.
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wheelMac&cheese
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Post by wheelMac&cheese on Jul 19, 2021 2:33:56 GMT -5
Aloha Freya I just wanted to say thank you for sharing the love story of your last PD love really touched me deep I personally struggled with feeling like I was never enough or always comparing myself to AB guys and that no way someone could love me like this and it fucked with my head I'm a confident guy but after getting girls so easy before my injury
after my injury its a completely different game I've been rejected by every girl even girls that friend zone me some girls I meet at the store or in nightclubs even ignore me like I don't exist and won't even look at me and I'm just saying hi but I appreciate honesty so no hard feelings to those beautiful ladies
back to my point.. oh yah! after lurking and reading and seeing how you and other Devo girls see me for me truly loving deeper than I thought was possible not wishing or comparing us to AB guys
but it all makes sense now and I feel I got my MOJO back so Mahalo
FYI I just like a week ago learned about Devo girls never knew mermaids existed
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wheelinrob
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Post by wheelinrob on Aug 7, 2021 9:06:57 GMT -5
Glad you're back! You seem very knowledgeable and helpful!
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Post by ProudRealist on Aug 10, 2021 21:46:53 GMT -5
Well l probably wasn’t here when you left but good to see you back.... and my nosey azz wants to know what happened to the pwd🤔 His name on PD was fallinginreverse . His account is still "active." We met here, dated, fell madly in love, moved in together. It's a really long, sad story, but in the end he died of an overdose in 2017. He had been struggling with severe depression and suicidal thoughts during our relationship, then became addicted to opiates to manage his emotional and physical pain. Nothing I did, no amount of love, could bring him out of his private darkness. The OD appeared to be accidental, but I also know he was passively suicidal, so he behaved recklessly hoping something would happen. And it finally did. I have never gotten over this, I doubt I ever will. I'm married to an AB man, now, and I love him very much, but what Fallinginreverse and I had is impossible to put into words. To quote E.A. Poe: "We loved with a love that was more than love." I miss him every single day. OMG Freya that's heart-breaking I can definitely appreciate why it would be hard to come back to PD. Welcome back though, and don't hesitate to reach out if you ever need a gab/venting session!
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Post by hotmealsonwheels on Aug 13, 2021 10:23:48 GMT -5
Well l probably wasn’t here when you left but good to see you back.... and my nosey azz wants to know what happened to the pwd🤔 His name on PD was fallinginreverse. His account is still "active." We met here, dated, fell madly in love, moved in together. It's a really long, sad story, but in the end he died of an overdose in 2017. He had been struggling with severe depression and suicidal thoughts during our relationship, then became addicted to opiates to manage his emotional and physical pain. Nothing I did, no amount of love, could bring him out of his private darkness. The OD appeared to be accidental, but I also know he was passively suicidal, so he behaved recklessly hoping something would happen. And it finally did. I have never gotten over this, I doubt I ever will. I'm married to an AB man, now, and I love him very much, but what Fallinginreverse and I had is impossible to put into words. To quote E.A. Poe: "We loved with a love that was more than love." I miss him every single day. That's really tragic, hope u find love again and welcome back
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dapperdev
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Post by dapperdev on Aug 28, 2021 12:59:21 GMT -5
Hey Freya! Does your hubby know you're a dev?
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Eukaryote
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Post by Eukaryote on Sept 19, 2021 9:14:22 GMT -5
Welcome back, lady. There was a PWD/dev subreddit a few years ago that burned out pretty quickly. I don't recall the name. I did come across another one recently, but it had hardly any activity. If someone was interested in growing that community on Reddit, I think it would be a decent option but it would be a LOT of work. There's currently disablednudes, which isn't a PWD/dev community per se buuuuuut I mean.... there's a lot of that happening. There's also disabledsex but that's primarily a space for PWDs and should be respected as such. Occasionally someone will ask about devs on there, and someone usually tells them to google paradevo. I feel like it would be difficult to have a community like this on Facebook. I nuked my account, but if I hadn't, there is precisely zero percent chance I'd go within 1000 pixels of anything dev- or PWD-related on an account with my personal info attached. There is a sub reddit called disabilitydevotees which seems to be quite active
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Magnus
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Post by Magnus on Jun 14, 2022 12:36:29 GMT -5
How awful, freya… I'm sorry.
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alejandro007
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Post by alejandro007 on Sept 19, 2022 16:55:24 GMT -5
Hello Freya
- First of all, I want to tell you that I'm sorry for your loss, I can't imagine what you've been through. I wish you a lot of strength and encouragement, no matter how hard life is, keep going. - Secondly, congratulations for your courage to return to the group, I hope you continue to enjoy it as before you left.
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