Illicit Drugs & how they react with YOUR disability

[ParaplegicPro]

I have tried Mushrooms, LSD, MDMA, Peyote (after accident, T11 incomplete) and never had any problem with any of them. After my accident I picked up a small habit for pain pills., which I don't advise you to do (if possible). Because of that, I did another hallucinogenic called Ibogaine. If you've never heard of it, look it up. It's a plant that saves people from addiction/losing time. An awesome medicine for saving lives! And lets not forget DMT. The biggest spiritual experience I've ever had in my life.

[ParaplegicPro]

In fact I've wrote about the experience and don't mind sharing.
My journey with DMT:

The first part happens SO fast, it really does send you “somewhere” right away. Imagine being something really small. Now imagine that small thing sitting on a huge book, on the very last page, with the page being your current space and time. Now imagine the book being brought back to the beginning with a huge thumb, as fast as it could. You know, like you would as a child. Now imagine that small thing. To me it felt something like that. I was that small thing ripping a hole through time and space.

I was shot back into the “beginning of everything” (which was very disorienting). Moving at such speeds created the “butterflies” effect, but times a thousand. It also created a deep physical sensitivity. At this time, I could feel the intense energy of my surroundings. Things were shaking and the energy was humming. These sensitivities were already happening with the second hit.

Then, I started at the beginning and watched/felt life mutate to its current state. When you take into account, when talking about “time and space,” that there is so much behind us, and ahead of us – it really is a miracle that we even exist. (There is no doubt in my mind there was/is E.T. To me, it not even a question.)

In the universe’s eyes, we must be this fragile conscious thing that is constantly changing form. Watching things mutate and know that with each change, one of its creations (its children) was lost and deeply mourned, but the beauty is allowed to be reborn in new form by new beings. We as beings, in this short of time, are becoming something very great. We are able to feel (deeply!), all beings of Earth. We have even gained the power of observing, learning, and thought. We are the universe observing and experiencing itself.

I finally arrived to our current time and space, when I was the gifted the experience of us (the vulnerable and beautiful animals of Earth). At first, when I arrived at our current time and space, I realized a place that was impossible, SOO beautiful, but only because it was so fragile. I realized we have only inhabited the universe for an intensely small amount of time. (I could feel the Intensity of it). A couple times (lasting about a second or two) this became humorous/funny in the greatest way.

Everything before us, and after us, gets to take part in the beauty of creating consciousness. The beauty of being born, feeling love, feeling pain and even dying. The Earthling really must be something special to the universe, to live so shortly and feel so intensely. We might be one of a kind in that sense. The feeling overwhelmed me.

1 min, 25 seconds in. I truly was at a loss for anything but tears at this point. The miracle of existence, from where we are, is the gift I envisioned. The medicine wanted to show me, but it knew I could only TRULY understand if I was to FEEL it, and I did.

I experienced the spirit of a beautiful helpless hurt dog, shortly afterwards. The animal spirit is the only thing I could feel at this time. I was vulnerable and hurt (and I believed I was coming to peace with the fact that I was dying). Something hurt me that shouldn’t have. (I felt mankind’s cruelty to animals). But at the same time, I knew it was okay. I was becoming calm and peaceful. The fear had left. It was the only thing that mattered any more, because I knew everything had to go through this (even mankind). At that moment I experienced a calm and happiness that an infant might feel.

I want the two happiest days of my life to be the day I was born and the day I die. I only hope to be able to give myself to peace in that final moment, like that. The true “Just Let Go”… I t ‘ s o k . . .


You are special, you always have been, and will always be.
-The universes message

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[napoleon]

I have not done much...though I always wondered how lsd ETC would work on someone who is blind...we can't see things, clearly lol. Weed just chills me out and makes me think sound is covered in a massive blanket or something

[ProudRealist]

Dec 18, 2014 15:54:15 GMT -5 Pony said:

I'd consider the herb-pill for spasms because I take muscle relaxant all damn day, which gets on my nerves and makes me drowsy. Only thing, marijuana-buzz turns me into a vegetable, so i hate that feeling. But if it got rid of my spasms for 8-10 hours, wow.

I haven't done a tons of drugs, but I have to say Coke was the best thing EVER. Man, it makes you feel energetic, confident, physically-coordinated,brain-signal flying around, sexual. As a musician, I totally get why so many performers do Coke. I haven't done it in years, but man o man...

I agree with you reaction to weed, it just zones me out, makes me hungry and generally anti social.

I definitely agree with your reaction to coke. BUT, and a very big BUT Pony after a few lines THEN smoke a joint (or cone)...WOW, sends the effects of coke into OVERDRIVE!!! More importantly, takes the edge off and smooths out the ugly 'come down' of coke

DMT?? Holy hell that sounds freaky...i would not be brave enough to take something that crosses the blood-brain barrier . I would be cool to see other worlds though, hook up with a few aliens

[farfaraway]

Don't be afraid of DMT! And actually it doesn't even affect everyone! I've tried it 3 times and nothing while my friends were totally in a different realm

[ProudRealist]

I suppose farfaraway but reading about that stuff really does freak one out

You know what they say though, better the devil you know...

[SlowMotion]

Hi!
I thought I'd reup this 10 years later, haha.
I wanted to ask if any of you guys with SMA have any experiences with psychedelic drugs like Mushrooms, LSD, 2C-B, Mescaline or DMT? I'm interested in this topic for years now but never tried any of them myself. It's almost impossible to find Infos about the effect of certain substances on people with disabilities/on medication. I'm very curious but also want to be prepared the best way possible before going on a Trip. So if you can share anything that can help, I'd be glad to hear.

If it comes to me, I can say I tried MDMA (crystal form), amphetamine (speed), ketamine (powder) and space cookies (baked in cannabis) in rare occasions, alcohol from time to time and cannabis (smoked with tobacco or vaped) on a regular basis. I have SMA (II/III), weigh ~ 60-65kg, am in my mid-30s, have no history of mental illnesses or trauma as far as I know, and I get Evrysdi as well as Spiropent as treatment for my SMA.

With weed the "stoner effect" can be very noticable. I always noticed that moving my arms and torso is harder and more exhausting with variations in intensity depending on the strain. I grew my own stuff (sativa heavy) to avoid cut weed and synthetical cannabinoids.Sadly my mouth got dry every time so no munchies for me.

Alcohol makes my tongue heavy relatively quick and - all jokes aside - take care with manoeuvring your wheelchair. I'm not sure if it has anything to do with my SMA but the space between don't noticing much of an effect and being really drunk or even blacking out is smaller than average. So it's even more important to make sure how much you can handle. And I heared it's not to be taken close to Evrysdi.

MDMA I took only very small doses every time - like ~50mg - and it was always enough for me. No singn of confusion but still a very present euphoria, inner contentment and a strong emotional connectivity to the people around you. In such small doses and much time between sessions (at least 3 months strongly recommended) I never had any problems with serotonin hangover the day(s) after. I once even had a nice little afterglow the next day. I didn't noticed my heart pumping in a worth-mentioning way.

With the rest I couldn't notice anything worth mentioning besides the usual variations of effects described by abled-body persons.

- Speed only one average line a session - had no much effect on me besides being awake and a bit more energetic for some hours more than usual
- Ketamine two small lines a session - hard to describe...was interesting to feel a bit distant to my own body and emotions. Not an actual out of body experience (wich is possible on higher doses as I've been told) but still kinda weird. Wouldn't say I actually liked it but interesting.