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Post by killercupcake on May 28, 2015 23:40:48 GMT -5
I think that was the most eloquent introduction I've ever read not only on this board, but the internet itself. Welcome! I genuinely look forward to reading your posts.
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Post by bluemonkey on May 29, 2015 16:50:42 GMT -5
I think that was the most eloquent introduction I've ever read not only on this board, but the internet itself. Welcome! I genuinely look forward to reading your posts. Hiya, Cupcake. I mean, Killa. You know what I mean. That compliment, knowing I sound too cliche, actually 'made my day', as they say.
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Post by bluemonkey on May 29, 2015 17:10:44 GMT -5
InkDevil - Girrrl, I ain't educated so don't be working with that misimpression.A few names remained in my head, two I had to flip through images on internet for a half hour to locate the painters. Name dropping and jargoning is not my deal for any number of reasons. I like your answer. Sums mine up a bit, also. Like, I like what I like is what I like. I like sincerity. WhatEva that means. Escapism, now . . . hmmmmm, that's a psychemotionactioneuroses investigation uh huh. I mean, at times, it seems ALL there is to console. But, ultimately, I refuse to fully accept that. BUT I am very familiar with the creative process you mention. And, leaning toward surreality, absurdist observations of this earth-or more so observations the upright biped species to which we belong certainly makes the bed for escapism, fodder for we fools. Bla bla. Hope you're well.
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Post by bluemonkey on May 29, 2015 17:59:34 GMT -5
I want some of whatever you've got in your pipe bluemonkey. I only have Old Holborn rough shag in mine and it's burning the back of my throat like a bastard. Still, as much as I used to like tailor mades, these days I definitely prefer a man who rolls his own. Oh yes, indeedy! In my pipe? Dreams, InkDevil, just dreams. Puffin no hydroponic these days and, about to let go but still holdin on, dragging draws deep in my lungs of lucky strike - cigarettes don't kill people. Filters kill people (that's my tongue in cheek quote not the advice of the US surgeon general, so you know, disclaimer like - used to be the best tobacco in the states, or should I say Colonies? but some few years back RJ Reynolds bought American Tobacco and slooowly but suuuurely decreased the quality of tobacco so as not to shock the loyals. But they ain't fooled me none, nope. Just been me foolin my own self, yup. Yikes. I just am removing automatic habits right now - booze is shelved, cannabis canned. All I got right now habitual behavior style is coffee and cigarettes. And, I guess, masturbation. So, ain't been rolling my own spliffs for a bit. Yeah, sober as a goat these days. I don't really know what that meant, just bleated out of me. Wait a minute. What the fuck am I talking about? Am I high?
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Post by killercupcake on May 29, 2015 19:43:11 GMT -5
I think that was the most eloquent introduction I've ever read not only on this board, but the internet itself. Welcome! I genuinely look forward to reading your posts. Hiya, Cupcake. I mean, Killa. You know what I mean. That compliment, knowing I sound too cliche, actually 'made my day', as they say. We'll I'm delighted to!! Enjoy yourself here.
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Post by bluemonkey on May 29, 2015 21:06:38 GMT -5
Hiya, Cupcake. I mean, Killa. You know what I mean. That compliment, knowing I sound too cliche, actually 'made my day', as they say. We'll I'm delighted to!! Enjoy yourself here. I am very much enjoying testing the temperature of this water. Although the concept or reality of devotees is something I have peripherally been aware of for a number of years I perceived it considerably dominated with males seeking females with disabilities. I have had very minimal, brief encounters with females in the context of I suppose what would be called Fetish play - my stem (I don't know what abbreviations apply but my left arm was sawed off several inches above the elbow; and I don't like the word 'stump' in reference to what remains so I refer to it as my stem) has been entered in to unique sex play, certainly you can do that math, on a couple of occasions primarily due to my exploration in situations where my partner and I were already very familiar with each other. But neither were devotees - it just so happened they found themselves attracted to me and allowed a bit of play. So, for a host of circumstances, i have found myself in the next chapter of my assessment of self, in a lot of ways, and a big issue has been my utilization of my sexuality, unconsciously, as a measure of self worth. And doing so enabled my sexual experiences to dictate how I view me. I don't want to over complicate this ramble - it would be too lengthy a tale - suffice it for me to say I have willingly, by necessity, isolated myself to wean from patterns of unfulfilling repetition. ?? ? Oh, boy, and I thought I was being clearer. Part of my 'thing' I believe has been I have always 'adapted' to my amputeeism but I recognize some motivation may arise from 'staying two steps ahead' of a deeper acceptance from within me. Details of this reality too ummmm detailed to express right here - as an exercise in exploration of a latent desire to engage communication, perhaps closer contact with someone who wishes to focus on my stem, for whatever reasons motivate them, I seek to discover if the mutual benefits encourage us to grow, or blossom, or achieve satisfaction, or whatever as long as it is positive and pleasing. The recent search I have half-assedly performed trudged me through what I believe must be a bogus site explicitly for female devotees of male amputees. During my refinement of my search I got here. I am so pleased to see the range of personalities and peeves and pleasures displayed. And pleased to have entered the door. Recognizing the community is primarily populated with males in wheelchairs (wheelers, i see is tag to use) my first thoughts wete to not interfere by entering, at all; however, despitemy personal interest in the culture of female devoteess as it potentially applies to me, i am fascinated and educated and stimulated by this arena regardlessy as yet formed goals and desires. I scout the postings and discussions and profiles to get a feel for proper interjection - I don't want to insert myself forcefully, too quickly in to the 'game' of others until I know I have something to offer the lion's share of members as pertains discussions. So, meantime, I am cool just chillin surfing the site, getting to know the layout, the folks etcetera. I heard rumor you play the violin. My mouth twists off to the side a bit and my teeth grip my lips and a slight groan makes its way from my throat, simply because I find that fact, dare I say, sexy. And, if I recall a posting of yours I have perused, you are in Washington, right? The capitol? Or the state?
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Post by Deleted on Jun 1, 2015 15:27:35 GMT -5
Sorry, can't keep up with all the words...I am pretty simple...Welcome to PD
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Post by bluemonkey on Jun 2, 2015 11:14:52 GMT -5
Sorry, can't keep up with all the words...I am pretty simple...Welcome to PD thanks for helping remind me to keep it simple.
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