Post by just1888 on Oct 21, 2015 19:36:02 GMT -5
Hi guys!
I'm new here and after reading around the Internet for a while I think this is the best place on this subject, so I would like to get your personal views, if you would care for helping a torn newbie!
I'm a girl, 26 years old, Brazilian, and I've only recently become aware of the devotée definition for what I know I've felt my entire life when it came to guys, even if unable to name it.
My preference has always been for high SCI only, young and cute college boy type, C3, C4 or C5 at most, cause I dig the stillness. There is something about the symmetry of a fully motionless attractive body that, for me, is just beautiful!
With the years I have become more aware of what I truly feel, but always felt it seemed a little bit too much like sadism, maybe because of the helplessness or the suffering, in some way, with their needs, I don't know...but I don't want to think of myself as a sadist because it is so harsh and I'm such a sweet girl just thinking of love (maybe even life-long) and fun, and I don't think my desire comes from a mean place. What do you guys think about a possible proximity with sadism? Is there a thick line between us and them?
And also, I've read many disabled people (manly woman) go on about how they find devotees creepy, stalkers, and actually avoid them; but then go bitching about the fact that their relationships never last long, and always end with the other person having issues with their chair/disability. They thinking it is creepy that people feel attracted to them precisely because they are disabled wouldn't be a little self deprecating? As if a person who loves and desires them just the way they are would have to be certainly crazy! I'm like....whaaaaat??? What do you think??
PS: I still haven't got the chance to meet a real life high quad, only in my dreams! Just waiting for my lucky day...
Im a quad by the way so if you ever want to have a chat, just ask xx