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Post by Braced4Impact on Jul 30, 2018 22:15:01 GMT -5
I'm sorry to hear that, Inigo. I hope better times and smooth sailing lies ahead of you. Thank you. I'm going to drink and cry and paint and see if it offers some relief. I'm very sorry, I'm guessing the liquor will be quicker, but the painting more therapeutic in the long run.
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Post by newjess on Jul 30, 2018 22:17:58 GMT -5
Everything sucks. For a while now. I'm sorry inigo I hope things start looking up soon. It is hard when it is one thing after another and you can't catch a break. Sending you love
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Post by Inigo Montoya on Jul 30, 2018 23:53:35 GMT -5
Everything sucks. For a while now. I'm sorry inigo I hope things start looking up soon. It is hard when it is one thing after another and you can't catch a break. Sending you love ❤️❤️ Thanks.
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Post by Emma on Jul 30, 2018 23:59:53 GMT -5
Hugs Inigo. I'm sorry to hear you are having a shitty time right now. Wine and painting sounds like a great plan.
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Post by Hopper on Jul 31, 2018 1:38:42 GMT -5
Sorry to hear that Inigo.
Art really is the best therapy out there. Just as long as you don't get carried away and go all Jackson Pollock with a bottle of Merlot then I'm sure it'll help.
As for me?
Not great. I somehow managed to convince myself that I no longer needed to take Zoloft because I thought that now I've had a change in environment, things would change. Not that I was hoping things would magically disappear or anything like that, but I was dumb enough to believe that I could cope without things that have kept me straight for the past 6 years.
I've had periods like this before, but this has been my worst one. I'm also finding it all to easy to want to isolate myself again and not talk about how I'm feeling. Simply because it's all too easy to give in to the voice that tells me that I'm weak and less of a man than other men for having anxiety and being depressed.
But you all know me and my steely resolve, I've taken it this morning just to get it back in my system and I'm picking some up on Thursday.
There's just that point where the world tells you 'Hang on, you aren't yourself. Stop, take a look around and figure it out.'
And it's right, I've not been myself, not for a long time. Tell you the truth, I can't even remember what that's like.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 31, 2018 2:22:30 GMT -5
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Post by lucretia on Jul 31, 2018 5:08:26 GMT -5
Mine has been a lot of terrible and a little awesome.
The terrible is still recovering from surgery, complications that landed me in the hospital, severe pain and fatigue, and deep, deep depression. Oh, and not getting paid during my illness because of administration snafus... It's coming, eventually...
The awesome has been my daughters who have all really been there for me.
I deleted some of my social media, and that's helped some.
Watching the drama here has been a fun distraction. 😎
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Post by frankj on Oct 31, 2018 8:36:59 GMT -5
I'm having a great week! Yesterday I signed a new employment contract. In December I'm starting as a Pricing & Rebates Specialist for Kimberly-Clark in Cracow. In January I'll be staying in Bucharest for training, which is also something to look forward to!
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Post by Deleted on Oct 31, 2018 9:11:29 GMT -5
I'm struggling this month. My boyfriend had to go back home (different country) to sort out some issues and instead of it taking two weeks he has been gone for six weeks. Both of us are finding this really tough as the initial 18 months of our relationship was long distance so we thought the worst was over......apparently not 🙄 . I keep telling myself it's worth it but some days are hard. Today is one of them, arguments with a teenage daughter, lack of sleep, grey cold weather and just feeling a bit down and sorry for myself. Oh well, I'm sure it will improve soon and I definitely hope you're all having an better month x
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Post by Kela on Oct 31, 2018 10:30:35 GMT -5
I can't say I'm having a bad month, compared to the start of the year I'm doing much better mentally however I did have a wheelchair appointment on Monday and now it's uncomfortable and awkward to be in
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Post by SouthernCalGal on Feb 19, 2019 22:16:55 GMT -5
Revitalizing this thread. Some of you may already know but I lost my mom. It had been such a whirlwind-sickness came upon us so fast-so really fast. Just 6 weeks and so much happened within that time 😢. Just wanted to share. This has been such a growing time for me!!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 19, 2019 23:41:19 GMT -5
Revitalizing this thread. Some of you may already know but I lost my mom. It had been such a whirlwind-sickness came upon us so fast-so really fast. Just 6 weeks and so much happened within that time 😢. Just wanted to share. This has been such a growing time for me!! SO sorry for your loss. Don't want to say anything too trite or cliche... a lot of us don't know that kind of loss yet. All I can see is the amazing legacy she is leaving behind n you.
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Post by hankster on Feb 20, 2019 1:39:35 GMT -5
My month has been pretty okay. I’ve been drinking a bit too much lately, but I did take the night off tonight. I’m sure difficulty falling asleep and a vivid dream will ensue 🙄 oh well, I do it to myself. Right now I’m just watching Live Phish videos and chilling out. I saw them 3 nights in October to get to my 15th total. And they are playing my hometown this summer so I am very excited. My goal is to make some changes to my life and progress my existence before then but I’ve got to want it.
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Post by blueskye101 on Feb 20, 2019 2:06:51 GMT -5
Revitalizing this thread. Some of you may already know but I lost my mom. It had been such a whirlwind-sickness came upon us so fast-so really fast. Just 6 weeks and so much happened within that time 😢. Just wanted to share. This has been such a growing time for me!! 😞 I'm so sorry for your loss. Hope you are able to give yourself a little extra TLC
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Post by Deleted on Feb 20, 2019 4:22:35 GMT -5
Working on business related ventures. I'm stuck in a crappy situation, and lack genuine human company.
My month? 4/10 could be worse
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