Need to Vent: Neg views of devs in disability community
Jan 1, 2019 19:22:17 GMT -5
Inigo Montoya, kivic, and 8 more like this
Post by Ximena on Jan 1, 2019 19:22:17 GMT -5
Hi... I know I haven't been active much on here the past few years. I've been pretty sick and my online presence hasn't been what it used to be. Lately, however, I've been increasingly involved in the disability and disability activist community on twitter.
One of the people I follow decided to start a twitter chat discussing sex with a disability, and today was the first one. The topic of devotees came up multiple times--though most people didn't know that was what they're called. Most of the disabled people thought that "these people" (devotees) were reprehensible and merely fetishists because many of them were attracted to a particular disability.
For example, the host said, "I think [saying you'll only date one type of disability is fetishing somone]. In my experience, people aren't able to express reasoning for specific sexual preferences without stereotypes either about the group they're attracted to or not attracted to or both."
That struck me as someone who hasn't actually interacted with the devotee community. Because most devs I've talked to can tell you EXACTLY why they prefer one disability over another---OR they can't anymore than someone can say why they are attracted to someone with red hair more than someone with blonde hair.
Someone else said, " it is. Some will say that it is a “preference” like one would have for hair color or height. But you have to wonder, why THAT disability only? Kind of creepy.."
The host asked me if I would want to guest host some time to talk about my experiences with medication affecting sex (I'm chronically ill and disabled because of it, FYI). I casually mentioned how she might want to reach out to the devotee community and maybe have someone guest host, or have a theme of devoteeism as one of the topics. She bit my head off.
This was part of her response:
I pointed out that there are devs who are disabled, but she ignored me.
This really pissed me off--and I think it would even if I weren't a dev--because honestly I feel like you can't have an honest conversation about disability and sex without talking about devoteeism. It's clear she has her mind made up that it's a predatory fetish and isn't interested in hearing that not everything is black and white.
I've met so many devs who have struggled with their sexuality just as much as I have met disabled people frustrated because people don't find them attractive or don't see them as sexual.
I left the chat with my comments on the topic:
I’ve intersected (sic) with that community and also with disabled people who are involved in that community. There are most definitely predatory types, but many I spoke with actually had parallel struggles to many disabled. Just as many disabled were battling the idea that they’re...
Unattractive or not capable of being sexual beings, many of the devotees I’ve spoken to spent years battling shame and being treated akin to pedophiles, struggling to have (unsatisfying) relationships with abled people. I’ve met (online) many happy dis/dev couples.
While it’s true that some err more toward unhealthy fetish (typically straight/cis men attracted to amputees), many see their attraction to disability in the same way you or I might prefer a tall partner, or one with red hair.
I’m not saying this to minimize anyone’s bad experiences (I’ve read plenty of horror stories, especially with disabled women), but it’s definitely not a black and white issue
I think part of my frustration is now I have a foot in both ponds, and I have met several wonderful people who are both disabled and devs, and it's like, is there no place for us in the disabled community?? I also hate that I feel like I can't be honest and open about being a dev on my twitter because of the blowback I'll receive from people like the person running the aforementioned chat. It feels like being shoved back in the closet again.
Anyway, I just had to rant about that...
One of the people I follow decided to start a twitter chat discussing sex with a disability, and today was the first one. The topic of devotees came up multiple times--though most people didn't know that was what they're called. Most of the disabled people thought that "these people" (devotees) were reprehensible and merely fetishists because many of them were attracted to a particular disability.
For example, the host said, "I think [saying you'll only date one type of disability is fetishing somone]. In my experience, people aren't able to express reasoning for specific sexual preferences without stereotypes either about the group they're attracted to or not attracted to or both."
That struck me as someone who hasn't actually interacted with the devotee community. Because most devs I've talked to can tell you EXACTLY why they prefer one disability over another---OR they can't anymore than someone can say why they are attracted to someone with red hair more than someone with blonde hair.
Someone else said, " it is. Some will say that it is a “preference” like one would have for hair color or height. But you have to wonder, why THAT disability only? Kind of creepy.."
The host asked me if I would want to guest host some time to talk about my experiences with medication affecting sex (I'm chronically ill and disabled because of it, FYI). I casually mentioned how she might want to reach out to the devotee community and maybe have someone guest host, or have a theme of devoteeism as one of the topics. She bit my head off.
This was part of her response:
I’m definitely only working with disabled people to voice their experiences. Inviting people who aren’t disabled is outside of the point of the chat.
An abled person can gain understanding from listening, not leading a discussion about disabled people and our issues with sex.
The initial question was whether you wanted to discuss your perspective and the offer is still open but the suggested formatting will not be adopted.
An abled person can gain understanding from listening, not leading a discussion about disabled people and our issues with sex.
The initial question was whether you wanted to discuss your perspective and the offer is still open but the suggested formatting will not be adopted.
I pointed out that there are devs who are disabled, but she ignored me.
This really pissed me off--and I think it would even if I weren't a dev--because honestly I feel like you can't have an honest conversation about disability and sex without talking about devoteeism. It's clear she has her mind made up that it's a predatory fetish and isn't interested in hearing that not everything is black and white.
I've met so many devs who have struggled with their sexuality just as much as I have met disabled people frustrated because people don't find them attractive or don't see them as sexual.
I left the chat with my comments on the topic:
I’ve intersected (sic) with that community and also with disabled people who are involved in that community. There are most definitely predatory types, but many I spoke with actually had parallel struggles to many disabled. Just as many disabled were battling the idea that they’re...
Unattractive or not capable of being sexual beings, many of the devotees I’ve spoken to spent years battling shame and being treated akin to pedophiles, struggling to have (unsatisfying) relationships with abled people. I’ve met (online) many happy dis/dev couples.
While it’s true that some err more toward unhealthy fetish (typically straight/cis men attracted to amputees), many see their attraction to disability in the same way you or I might prefer a tall partner, or one with red hair.
I’m not saying this to minimize anyone’s bad experiences (I’ve read plenty of horror stories, especially with disabled women), but it’s definitely not a black and white issue
I think part of my frustration is now I have a foot in both ponds, and I have met several wonderful people who are both disabled and devs, and it's like, is there no place for us in the disabled community?? I also hate that I feel like I can't be honest and open about being a dev on my twitter because of the blowback I'll receive from people like the person running the aforementioned chat. It feels like being shoved back in the closet again.
Anyway, I just had to rant about that...