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Post by blueskye101 on May 13, 2018 17:40:33 GMT -5
Happy Mothers Day to all the moms out there and to all the sons and dtrs of mom's. Haha. Took my mom out for brunch today and we were having crab Benedict and mimosas. My mom wrinkles up her nose and says its too sour. Before I know it, she has put artificial sweetner into the mimosas and it overflows all over her and the table. On a better note, my youngest bought me a jar of CBD salve for my aches & pains. Best present. Any other stories, celebrations, horrible mothers day events out there. Gorgeous day today here.
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Post by blueskye101 on May 11, 2018 21:21:50 GMT -5
Nope, the chair does not do it for me. It will force a second look. Has to be the magic formula, what ever that is but as has been mentioned, physical, personality, interests, spiritual. Yea, definitely a unicorn. Its not going to happen. But I like to look. Very close but age was/is a factor at one point. Damn.
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Post by blueskye101 on May 11, 2018 18:01:44 GMT -5
Welcome!
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Post by blueskye101 on May 10, 2018 1:33:40 GMT -5
Was just thinking about you and wondering what you up to. Glad you are writing more smutty dev stuff Welcome back.
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Post by blueskye101 on May 7, 2018 20:14:28 GMT -5
This thread is so interesting! It’s a subject I’ve thought about numerous times over the years and my opinion shifts from wanting rid of my devness, through liking being different, to (almost) fully accepting it...and back again, depending on how it’s affecting my personal life at the time. In the here and now? I’m lucky to be dating someone who ticks all my boxes (dev and otherwise) and fully embraces the dev side of me. So I’m currently fairly at peace with the dev in me and almost guilt free. At some points during the year before last, I felt like I’d compromised so much of myself to chase the dev dream that I’d have happily cut that part out of me and stamped on it. Being a dev has: elated me/ruined me; isolated me/shown me the unconditional love and unexplained total understanding of my dev sisters; enabled me access to the private lives of people I’d never have dreamt I’d ever get to see/excluded me from fitting in fully with my peers. These and a thousand other conflicting thoughts have filled my head and adult life. I know that I will never lose the guilt of being a devotee of disabled men. Of one day saying the wrong thing and looking up to see disgust on my partner’s face. But also loving that feeling of absolute rightness and belonging that dating the right PWD gives me. Being part of the life that I’ve always wanted to be part of. How can I ever balance the two completely different sides of my devness? I’d have to agree with @tc123, when she says to be dev-free, it would have to be that way from day one. I’d have to be reborn as a ‘normal’. I’d also agree with the bi comparison. I can like AB men, but my preference is definitely for PWDs. I agree with how hard it is to see the long term health affects on daily life of those with SCIs. But the overriding problem with me wanting to lose my devness is that I’ve tried it out IRL - and it works for me. I could’ve maybe got rid of a fantasy, but saying goodbye to what I have now? I don’t think I could. I wish therapy was as commonplace in the U.K. as it was in the U.S. I’d love a regular mental defragmentation. My brain is slow, inefficient and glitchy. I’d like to clear out some of the unnecessary crap and be a truer, uncluttered version of me. Then perhaps I could just let go of whether I want to be a dev or not and accept me as me. Beautiful.
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Post by blueskye101 on May 5, 2018 2:51:45 GMT -5
Not a youtuber- but Garrett Jason Greer is cutie and has such a smart and beautiful soul!!! He's changing the world in many good ways!!!! He actually does have some old utube stuff on transfers and I definitely loved the vids with his girl friend and him traveling all over. They broke up a bit ago. Do you see videos of him still? Saw a poker one is all.
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Post by blueskye101 on May 4, 2018 19:23:17 GMT -5
Zac Anner. He's such a cutie pie. Love " work out Wednesdays"
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Post by blueskye101 on May 1, 2018 12:51:52 GMT -5
Welcome!
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Post by blueskye101 on Apr 28, 2018 19:37:00 GMT -5
I guess I am another confused by this response. Found nothing pompous, bullying or offensive here. In fact, he did not even want to add the second part to the post he said but was encouraged by a dev. Welcome and ignore the crankiness that sometimes blows in
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Post by blueskye101 on Apr 28, 2018 19:27:25 GMT -5
Not too clear, sorry but it's the scar just below my ribcage from my fundoplication surgery. Was that done when you were young? And can I ask why?
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Post by blueskye101 on Apr 26, 2018 18:49:25 GMT -5
This is disgusting and sad. The one thing I was thinking though is if in America, rape sometimes gets about that much time served. Not that is a good thing.
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Post by blueskye101 on Apr 22, 2018 1:22:36 GMT -5
Congrats from me too. You got your baby out there. I'm reading it this week end and enjoying it immensely so far. Thank you! I'm SO happy to hear that you are enjoying it. I've had so much fun writing these characters over the past several years. Whew. They are hot 🔥
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Post by blueskye101 on Apr 21, 2018 19:00:39 GMT -5
Congrats from me too. You got your baby out there. I'm reading it this week end and enjoying it immensely so far.
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Post by blueskye101 on Apr 20, 2018 23:14:39 GMT -5
Welcome!
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Post by blueskye101 on Apr 16, 2018 22:06:23 GMT -5
Welcome!
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