allisonsr
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Post by allisonsr on Aug 4, 2023 22:46:21 GMT -5
Hi everyone. I'm Allison and I've been around here without contributing for a long time. Like a looooooooong time. Like over a decade.
Like many of the devs around here, I've probably been one since pre-adolescence, but didn't know it was A Thing until my 20s. I'm in my mid 40s now. By the time I discovered I wasn't the only one, I was married to an AB guy, which didn't last (nothing to do with disability status). Other things I've realized about myself that I didn't know were things: I'm (hetero) demisexual and possibly biromantic, although it's been over 10 years since I felt romantic interest at all or dated. I was entirely physically and emotionally monogamous in my marriage for the 10 years before that.
My fantasies are about men with vision related disabilities, but the only guy I've had a relationship with other than the one I married was Hard of Hearing. He died tragically and I reacted by marrying the first guy who asked. Pro tip: don't do that.
So... it's after much therapy that I find myself coming out of the shadows here. My therapist doesn't know about my devness, because there's plenty of other nonsense to keep us busy, but nonetheless, it feels like time to be authentic. I do have kids, which is part of why I've stayed silent. My parents were, let's say, over-sharers and I intend to break that cycle.
Apologies for making this all about me. I was just starting to feel like it was creepy and voyeuristic to be reading what you all had to say without saying, "Hi! I'm here!"
I'm more happy to answer questions, be corrected on incorrect assumptions, or set straight on terminology, etc.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 4, 2023 22:50:50 GMT -5
Hi Allison, and welcome!
Awesome intro, btw
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Post by ayla on Aug 5, 2023 0:11:52 GMT -5
So proud of you Allison! It takes guts to post and share your story after such a long time lurking. I am glad to hear it (and I hear plenty of myself in it, too).
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euroquad
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Post by euroquad on Aug 5, 2023 3:30:24 GMT -5
Hello and welcome 😀hope you find what you are looking for 😀
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Post by Deleted on Aug 5, 2023 4:34:47 GMT -5
Hello and welcome Allison. Very brave and open intro!
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Post by justnick on Aug 5, 2023 7:52:43 GMT -5
Welcome aboard! That was a pretty good introduction and being that it was your introduction, it really should be all about you. 😉
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allisonsr
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Post by allisonsr on Aug 5, 2023 10:12:17 GMT -5
Awww! Thanks for the welcome, everyone.
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Post by myrrh on Aug 5, 2023 10:16:32 GMT -5
Welcome to the chorus!
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cygnus
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Post by cygnus on Aug 5, 2023 12:40:31 GMT -5
Welcome!
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Post by Dani on Aug 5, 2023 13:54:29 GMT -5
Welcome to PD! It's awesome you found the courage to come out of the "shadows".
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allisonsr
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Post by allisonsr on Aug 6, 2023 6:04:17 GMT -5
So proud of you Allison! It takes guts to post and share your story after such a long time lurking. I am glad to hear it (and I hear plenty of myself in it, too). Thank you. It's kind of weird to hear words of kinship about this part of myself!
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allisonsr
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Post by allisonsr on Aug 6, 2023 6:07:22 GMT -5
Hello and welcome 😀hope you find what you are looking for 😀 I appreciate the faith that I have any idea what I'm looking for 😆. I'll have to get back to you? Openness to being authentically whole, maybe? Definitely to learn more about people who seem fascinating; I think I'm more intrigued by the level of self awareness and openness around here than the particular topic of connection, if that makes sense.
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allisonsr
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Post by allisonsr on Aug 6, 2023 6:07:40 GMT -5
Hello and welcome Allison. Very brave and open intro! Thank you. Nice to meet you!
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allisonsr
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Post by allisonsr on Aug 6, 2023 6:08:00 GMT -5
Welcome aboard! That was a pretty good introduction and being that it was your introduction, it really should be all about you. 😉 Fair point. Thank you!
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allisonsr
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Post by allisonsr on Aug 6, 2023 6:08:51 GMT -5
Welcome to PD! It's awesome you found the courage to come out of the "shadows". Thank you. You're quite the inspiration when it comes to sunshine yourself!
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