Nervous and looking for my first dev and/or companion
Aug 18, 2023 1:26:51 GMT -5
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Post by wheelchairandy on Aug 18, 2023 1:26:51 GMT -5
Hello,
My name is Andy, I’m in Buffalo, NY, I’m 39, straight and I have cerebral palsy. I’m unable to walk, am non-speaking, and can only use my right hand.
I am an amateur writer (gotten on a couple prominent websites for their time), an avid gamer, and a streamer/VTuber on Twitch. I’ve been streaming for a decade. I also released a song back in 2018.
I’ve had 4 serious relationships, all with AB ladies, and every one of them ended with them leaving me. My most recent breakup was especially difficult for me. She ended up breaking up with me like 8 days before our 3-year anniversary.
It’s worth noting that all 4 were long distance relationships. I haven’t had any luck with finding someone locally. In fact, I’ve gotten ignored, screwfaced, laughed at, you name it. We’ve all been there, it’s like all they see is our disability and not the person. Forget as a man, none of that feels good as a person, period.
I actually first heard of devotees many many many years ago but never really thought about it. However, I recently met one in passing on the… let’s say unsavory side of Reddit. She told me she was a dev and then poofed. This very brief interaction made me curious and want a dev, so I started posting on dev subreddits but got told to try a certain site. Luckily a member of this very board reached out to me on the aforementioned site, and here I am.
But yeah, I’m hoping to find a dev and/or companionship. Preferably locally. I have never had a dev before so this is all uncharted territory for me. I’m not even sure what I’m doing or if I’m doing it right. I’m the type who puts his all into a relationship so his partner is happy, so me trying… this, feels a little selfish but honestly what about my needs and desires? It is definitely time I try and do something for myself.
My name is Andy, I’m in Buffalo, NY, I’m 39, straight and I have cerebral palsy. I’m unable to walk, am non-speaking, and can only use my right hand.
I am an amateur writer (gotten on a couple prominent websites for their time), an avid gamer, and a streamer/VTuber on Twitch. I’ve been streaming for a decade. I also released a song back in 2018.
I’ve had 4 serious relationships, all with AB ladies, and every one of them ended with them leaving me. My most recent breakup was especially difficult for me. She ended up breaking up with me like 8 days before our 3-year anniversary.
It’s worth noting that all 4 were long distance relationships. I haven’t had any luck with finding someone locally. In fact, I’ve gotten ignored, screwfaced, laughed at, you name it. We’ve all been there, it’s like all they see is our disability and not the person. Forget as a man, none of that feels good as a person, period.
I actually first heard of devotees many many many years ago but never really thought about it. However, I recently met one in passing on the… let’s say unsavory side of Reddit. She told me she was a dev and then poofed. This very brief interaction made me curious and want a dev, so I started posting on dev subreddits but got told to try a certain site. Luckily a member of this very board reached out to me on the aforementioned site, and here I am.
But yeah, I’m hoping to find a dev and/or companionship. Preferably locally. I have never had a dev before so this is all uncharted territory for me. I’m not even sure what I’m doing or if I’m doing it right. I’m the type who puts his all into a relationship so his partner is happy, so me trying… this, feels a little selfish but honestly what about my needs and desires? It is definitely time I try and do something for myself.
