Post by Skrappy on Apr 7, 2024 1:18:32 GMT -5
So i am reaching out to my Dr for the 4th time about my back and incontinence with urology and i need to make sure i can cover what i need to in a way that would make my insurance give in.. to top it off i am also autistic so i get criticised for nothing thinking things out when its been 10+ years of me dreaming about this paing ending in different way's i am SO TIRED of blood tests leading to NOTHING but a higher A1c. *diabetic and stuck inside because of said issues.*
i have medical with kaiser permenente, it sucks. they will only give me nececities AFTER it's too late. I don't want to do something i will regret but there's things that need help sooner than later.
the big thing to know. *diabetic but the back pain stops from me going out to really get fresh food's i have to buy for the month basically.*
1: I need an epidural for my back.. long term im ok loosing control of things my back is THAT BAD, ive been to the ER screaming in pain *on record* walking out because they did nothing that could help me for days...
IM TERIFIED TO HAVE ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE DAYS and waiting to get a epidural for relief..
(going on since 8 years old so its BEEN ON RECORD FOR 20 YEARS NOW.)
2: ive been to urology back and forth about loosing incontinence but it won't stop.
(ties to the back and legs.)
3: my feet need to be removed sooner than later, im dealing with chornic pain in my knee from athritus which is going into my ankels and toes causing major muscle spams shooting from my toes into calf up my leg and then into my back again..
i specified that i want to learn how to adjust to walking compared to not being able to walk from the pain and then LEARN how to walk from scratch!!
*ive heard no serious Dr will do this from randoms online..*
i CAN'T give up on this..
and im tired of ending up in major screaming pain in winter or night to the specific point my body twist and "LITTERALLY CONTOURTS to the point it looks like im being possesd."
To quote my partner who has seen me in the ER for 4 days and sleeps with me and sees me screaming, fighting and RUNNING in my sleep. for 7 years almost..
I understand how crazy and intense all of this sounds but its my DAY TO DAY life of chornic pain and being afraid of another muscle spasm sending me to the ER.
I don't know if there is someone who can help me communicate to My Primary realize im not a number im tired of being in pain day and night!
sent a similar mesg to them today and will expect an answer monday for a call/inperson visit..
i have medical with kaiser permenente, it sucks. they will only give me nececities AFTER it's too late. I don't want to do something i will regret but there's things that need help sooner than later.
the big thing to know. *diabetic but the back pain stops from me going out to really get fresh food's i have to buy for the month basically.*
1: I need an epidural for my back.. long term im ok loosing control of things my back is THAT BAD, ive been to the ER screaming in pain *on record* walking out because they did nothing that could help me for days...
IM TERIFIED TO HAVE ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE DAYS and waiting to get a epidural for relief..
(going on since 8 years old so its BEEN ON RECORD FOR 20 YEARS NOW.)
2: ive been to urology back and forth about loosing incontinence but it won't stop.
(ties to the back and legs.)
3: my feet need to be removed sooner than later, im dealing with chornic pain in my knee from athritus which is going into my ankels and toes causing major muscle spams shooting from my toes into calf up my leg and then into my back again..
i specified that i want to learn how to adjust to walking compared to not being able to walk from the pain and then LEARN how to walk from scratch!!
*ive heard no serious Dr will do this from randoms online..*
i CAN'T give up on this..
and im tired of ending up in major screaming pain in winter or night to the specific point my body twist and "LITTERALLY CONTOURTS to the point it looks like im being possesd."
To quote my partner who has seen me in the ER for 4 days and sleeps with me and sees me screaming, fighting and RUNNING in my sleep. for 7 years almost..
I understand how crazy and intense all of this sounds but its my DAY TO DAY life of chornic pain and being afraid of another muscle spasm sending me to the ER.
I don't know if there is someone who can help me communicate to My Primary realize im not a number im tired of being in pain day and night!
sent a similar mesg to them today and will expect an answer monday for a call/inperson visit..