House MD

[anais]

(Don't no, if such a thread already exists. If so, plz forgive me. )

So I discovered the show with I don't know, 5 years delay. Took ne a while But since I have been watching it, I can't sleep anymore. And no, it is not just the plot that makes me so alert.
OMG, House is the sexiest image ever existed on the screen. He arroused in me the most intense dev feelings, I have ever felt! (Well may be, it is a bit of exaggeration)
The way he walks, his cane, how he deals with his pains.
Though House is not a para, for me he is the perfect realization of my fantazy. Couldn't ask for more.
Does anyone feel the same?
BTW, reading a lot of fanfiction on the subject, I realized, that many of his admirers are probably devs in the clozet. This angst/HC literature is a heaven for a dev, and is full of disability sweet details fed with wild imagination.
For me finding this fandom was a piece off heaven, highly recommended. There are loads of hot stuff.

[nell]

I might have completely made this up, but I think I heard somewhere that the House character was originally conceptualized to be in a wheelchair.

[devogirl]

I heard that too, I think on this very site. I wish they had made the character a para, though. For some reason, he doesn't really do anything for me.

[dolly]

i heard that too. so while i like house (and probably find him sexier with a cane and a limp than without), i can't help but always be wishing they'd chosen the wheelchair. omg, that would have been so good!

i don't find pain sexy at all. it's not a turn-off, but i always really wish it wasn't a part of any disability i find attractive. chronic pain can be so incredibly nasty and can affect (or even consume) every aspect of someone's life. i find it super frustrating not being able to do anything to alleviate it.

i think it's interesting that pain may be an aspect of the attraction. and i mean that in a totally non-judgmental way. it just never occurred to me, i guess.

[nell]

I don't find pain to be part of the attraction for me. I wish it didn't exist. But I could see why some women might find it sexy... like, a guy gritting his teeth and being macho through pain.

[Enid]

Oct 25, 2009 8:35:01 GMT -5 dolly said:

i heard that too. so while i like house (and probably find him sexier with a cane and a limp than without), i can't help but always be wishing they'd chosen the wheelchair. omg, that would have been so good!

I still have some hope. Laurie has been complaining about pain, because so much realism when limping is screwing him up and he might leave the show. There have been mentions of magically curing House, but I think there's a much better answer to the problem ;D

[dolly]

lol @ enid. i'm absolutely in full agreement!

and ya, nell... that's how i took what anais said too... part of the "overcoming" part of the attraction, probably.

[dolly]

anais, any links to some of the good fan fiction you've found that you might be able to share?

[anais]

Oct 25, 2009 20:58:54 GMT -5 dolly said:

anais, any links to some of the good fan fiction you've found that you might be able to share?

Would love to!
Try this one.

cryptictac.livejournal.com/18646.html

Very hard, graphic fic. A lot of pain and struggling. An enormous turn on for me.

Can't decide what is sweeter- House in a wheelchair or House with his cane.

As about the attraction to pain - it is an important ingredient of my devness. Leaves me breathless. Nothing sadistic in a sense that I don't want to be the cause of it. More voiyeristic, I guess. Love to watch it. And never in real life, only in movies.
Laurie performs it with such a talent, that it hurts. I believe him

[Neffie]

I can't say I've ever seen it as it's not shown here but as I've been watching Hugh Laurie in Blackadder since I was a kid it's hard to have any feelings towards him.

Ok so the fic that I was talking about in another thread was a Supernatural one (my fave show) and I wrote it with Sam in a wheelchair...the reaction was amazing, seriously and now they've made Bobby a paraplegic and sort of ruined it - I mean I love Bobby but if they were going to do it to a main character why not Sam....I could have retired on that image alone!!!

Guess that leaves me with Ironside!!!!

[anais]

OMG!!! In ep. 3x13 House IS in an a wheelchair! I think I am loosing my mind completely.

[BA]

I have a deep need to 'fix' pain in whatever way I can. I am not afraid of it or the angst that comes with it, but I feel a need to counter it or soothe it in some way (be it physical, emotional or mental). I suppose part of my entering the medical profession was based on this strong desire to help others deal with pain (and possibly to help myself deal with my own).

I don't personally find that Hugh Laurie in his House character touches any of my 'dev' buttons, but I can see where the 'macho-ness' that is tied into the stoic way he deals with chronic pain can be heroic in it's own way. I also don't know of too many SCI guys that don't have some form of chronic pain.

[Inigo Montoya]

I'm in the group that likes pain in fiction but not in real life. In real life it makes me feel helpless and like AB I want to help... and sometimes you just can't.

My mom has had chronic pain most of my life and I've gone from hating it to plain old impotence... no clue what to say... I'm sorry that you hurt is so pointless.

[vonvon13]

Oct 26, 2009 19:23:10 GMT -5 anais said:

OMG!!! In ep. 3x13 House IS in an a wheelchair! I think I am loosing my mind completely.

Oh Hell! Take a cold shower!! Someone pour some ice water on Anais! Before she looses her mind!

[anais]

Oct 27, 2009 3:27:50 GMT -5 vonvon13 said:

Oct 26, 2009 19:23:10 GMT -5 anais said:

OMG!!! In ep. 3x13 House IS in an a wheelchair! I think I am loosing my mind completely.

Oh Hell! Take a cold shower!! Someone pour some ice water on Anais! Before she looses her mind!

I don't think it will help. I don't remember when was the last time I felt that "dev rush"! It is overwhelming. An overdoze of Hugh Laurie.
I don't think it has anything to do with machoism ot stoicizm. No. It is completely erotic. The way his face moves when he is in pain, the way he touches and rubbes his leg, the way he limps. And this episode of him in a wheelchair. You where right, it could have been so much better, even though I don't know how I could deal with it
He does to me this dev feeling, I have been trying for ages to find in the real world, but never do. I have a hard time to explain it, but feel that I must.
Please tell, me, you know what I am talking about.
It is erotic, but it is not in my genitals.
It is arrousing, but I don't feel horny.
It is a feeling that I am addicted to, and is completely unique.
(Oh, darn english language! Does someone here speaks russian???)
It is first physical, than emotional. Or the other way around.
It first starts in my throat, and I can't breath. My heart phisycally misses one beat. It is an electrical shock.
Than it hits me in my stomack, like someone has pumped out the air out of it and filled it with hormones of pleasure.
Than it moves to my diaphragm, and stays there a while, making me breath fastly.
now my face is hot, and my mouth is dry. I have moved to a different reality. Nothing matters anymore.
After that to the spinal cord. It twitches and aches. And than a wave of softness and sweetness all over my torso.
It is like a small seizure.
I know what it sounds like, but it is not an orgazm.
Or may be it is a different kind of orgazm, which is not genital.
It is not less pleasurable, just completely different.
Have you ever heard of the experiments on mice, where their pleasure center in the brain (where dopamin is produced, I think) was connected to an electrode? When they pushed the button, the elegtrode sent a pulse to the brain. Those poor creatures continued to press the button forever. Never ate, never slept. Just ppessing the button till they where dead of exhaustion.
This experiment was desighned to explain addictive behaviours.
Can't find any better description of pleasure.
It is frightening. It is impossible.
And it is what it is. complete and whole by its own.
It is not sexual in a sense, that is doesn't require any act of satisfaction. It is the stimulus, the arrousal and the satisfaction in one package.
Would it be arrogant to think, that this is only devish? I mean, that regular people don't feel it when they have sex, or do whatever makes them happy?
Does that secret button exist only in this devish brain construction?
What have I done to desrve it?
Does any of it make any sense for you, guys? Not only Housewise, I mean at all

(I am sorry, I had to take it out of the system!!!)