nell
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Post by nell on Oct 27, 2009 7:28:21 GMT -5
On the lines of what Chan said, I really really hate seeing my guy in pain. It's something I don't talk about at all in my story because it's painful for ME to think about. But it exists and is part of life.
And I definitely do not judge anyone who finds it sexy.
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Post by Chan on Oct 27, 2009 15:59:56 GMT -5
Does someone here speaks russian??? Да, я говорю немного по-русски. Я изучала русский язык, когда я была студенткой в университете  |
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Post by BA on Oct 27, 2009 16:10:30 GMT -5
Anais, you don't need to have it translated from Russian. You have described an extreme state of pleasure arousal with endorphins rushing all over the place. You described it beautifully too. Yes, I do know this feeling and I miss it.
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anais
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Post by anais on Oct 27, 2009 16:38:12 GMT -5
Does someone here speaks russian??? Да, я говорю немного по-русский. Я изучала русский язык, когда я была студенткой в университете Obaldet! I naskolko horosho ti ego znaesh? Pitatsya perevesti chuvstva na chuzhoj yazik- uzhasnaya pitka. (popitalas napisat russkimi bukvami, no oni pochemu-to ne otobrazhajutsya na etom forume  ( AB, thank you! Words are almost meaningless in any case, but it is such a hard time to explain one's feelings in a foreighn language! It is like smelling flowers throuh a gas-mask. Like walking with crutches But why do you miss it? Don't you feel it anymore? |
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Post by BA on Oct 27, 2009 18:38:16 GMT -5
But why do you miss it? Don't you feel it anymore? Haven't had the opportunity to experience that kind of arousal in quite a long time. Maybe someday soon.  |
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Post by devogirl on Oct 27, 2009 19:34:19 GMT -5
Anais, I know exactly what you mean. I have to wonder if other women who are not devs (or have some other fetish maybe) ever feel the same way. Maybe not? The only thing to do is enjoy it. Remember no desire can ever be completely satisfied, but when these intense feelings come on, just ride it out until it's done.
And by the way, I'm so glad you've come back and started posting again. Your posts are always very intellectual and interesting--don't worry about your English, it's quite good.
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Post by saoirse on Dec 28, 2009 7:56:57 GMT -5
I love House - but i never connected it to my devo feelings (and thinking back now - how hugely strange that i never made the connection).
For me, House is about the vulnerability - its not a specific physical impairment, and its not pain, it's just that the character (masterfully played by Hugh Laurie), is in such need of love, caring and understanding, but at the same time, pushes away anyone who tries to get close to him and freely give that love.
Its the struggle within the character that keeps me coming back to House - the struggle between finding himself unloveable, to wanting desperately for someone to love him. Sexual attraction aside (and it is there) - i just want to give him a big hug and tell him its all going to be okay!
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