Post by darkie on Mar 30, 2010 14:42:41 GMT -5
Hello everybody,
this is my first post on this board though I´ve read a lot´s of posts here during the last weekend. To me, it was a little bit like coming home, found a place where I´m understood. So many things written here, sound so familiar. The feeling of being ashamed, the feeling that my thoughts are not normal and that I might be the only one in the world who is interested in male paraplegics, preferred the ones with a deep level, let´s say about L1/L2 and deeper. And yes, I discovered the videos by paraplegicninja on youtube and find them simply amazing.
I´m not a native english speaker but I hope you don’t mind some mistakes in writing and expression. Corrections are welcome (so I can improve my English additionally).
I wanna tell you, what happened today. Lunchtime. I looked out of the window from my office and saw a young para on the sidewalk, sitting in the sun, smoking a cigarette. The sun was shining, one of the first warm spring days this year. The city full of people variegating the sidewalk cafes. Suddenly I had to rush out of my office to sneak a closer peak of HIM. All I had seen was that he was in excellent condition, his upper body was pretty well trained, he wore a t-shirt and jeans, his skin slightly tanned und not as white as mine (I`m a redhed ). He had blond hair.
During my way out of the office I had only one thought: PLEASE LET HIM STILL BE THERE…..I was hurrying out and there he wasn´t anymore. He was gone. I couldn´t believe ist. HE WAS GONE. A man in the wheelchair….swallowed up by earth…..
I was devastated. But I had to do some shopping and was hurrying through the streets. And only one thought was in my mind: WHERE ARE YOU ? I searched and kept my eyes open very carefully but I couldn´t see him anymore. I wanted to cry out loud WHERE ARE YOU BEAUTIFUL STRANGER ? And believe me, this guy was hot.
Then I had the thought, that I might had been dreaming….too much paradevo-posts the last days, too many thoughts on what I miss so much, too much spring here with all the effects it has, sleeping less the previous nights.
No, I´m sure. I saw him, this blond, slightly tanned guy in his wheelchair smoking a cigarette. And all I wanna do is, find him again…….
Hope you understand a bit.
Greetings
Darkie
this is my first post on this board though I´ve read a lot´s of posts here during the last weekend. To me, it was a little bit like coming home, found a place where I´m understood. So many things written here, sound so familiar. The feeling of being ashamed, the feeling that my thoughts are not normal and that I might be the only one in the world who is interested in male paraplegics, preferred the ones with a deep level, let´s say about L1/L2 and deeper. And yes, I discovered the videos by paraplegicninja on youtube and find them simply amazing.
I´m not a native english speaker but I hope you don’t mind some mistakes in writing and expression. Corrections are welcome (so I can improve my English additionally).
I wanna tell you, what happened today. Lunchtime. I looked out of the window from my office and saw a young para on the sidewalk, sitting in the sun, smoking a cigarette. The sun was shining, one of the first warm spring days this year. The city full of people variegating the sidewalk cafes. Suddenly I had to rush out of my office to sneak a closer peak of HIM. All I had seen was that he was in excellent condition, his upper body was pretty well trained, he wore a t-shirt and jeans, his skin slightly tanned und not as white as mine (I`m a redhed ). He had blond hair.
During my way out of the office I had only one thought: PLEASE LET HIM STILL BE THERE…..I was hurrying out and there he wasn´t anymore. He was gone. I couldn´t believe ist. HE WAS GONE. A man in the wheelchair….swallowed up by earth…..
I was devastated. But I had to do some shopping and was hurrying through the streets. And only one thought was in my mind: WHERE ARE YOU ? I searched and kept my eyes open very carefully but I couldn´t see him anymore. I wanted to cry out loud WHERE ARE YOU BEAUTIFUL STRANGER ? And believe me, this guy was hot.
Then I had the thought, that I might had been dreaming….too much paradevo-posts the last days, too many thoughts on what I miss so much, too much spring here with all the effects it has, sleeping less the previous nights.
No, I´m sure. I saw him, this blond, slightly tanned guy in his wheelchair smoking a cigarette. And all I wanna do is, find him again…….
Hope you understand a bit.
Greetings
Darkie
It's good to meet you. 
.