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Post by Ath on Apr 21, 2013 22:59:04 GMT -5
I cant believe I havent finished or posted any stories here in like 3 years. ;D  Every time I try to write about my ex (rip) it becomes too personal and I never post it. But now I'm stuck in a dev phase only thanks to E and his 'dark side' question -I can hardly think of anything else for days grrrrr- so I think I have to put together and post something new to get it out of my system! |
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Post by Emma on Apr 21, 2013 23:24:16 GMT -5
Wait its not 3 years yet!.....You and I joined around the same time..... July 2010 vs Sept 2010 which is a few months away for both of us.
Good luck with the stories but take your time.
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Post by Ath on Apr 22, 2013 7:06:44 GMT -5
You are right.
Its been such a slow day at work i have re-read all my posts. Its amazing how the board has shaped me and brought new insights and
it was interesting to read about how I was thinking and feeling then, almost like reading a diary.
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Post by lavly on Apr 22, 2013 7:30:22 GMT -5
i dont know much about your storie ath but im truly sorry for your loss
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Post by Ath on Apr 22, 2013 9:09:25 GMT -5
aww  it was 12 years ago today im back on my feet |
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Post by Ath on Apr 25, 2013 16:16:54 GMT -5
Done the first basic synopsis and written 3000 words but its hard to find a good flow in english.
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Post by janewheeler on Apr 26, 2013 7:47:46 GMT -5
If you'd like some editing help before you put it out there, I'm happy to work with you Email is janewheeler17 at gmail. |
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Post by Ath on Apr 26, 2013 9:12:31 GMT -5
that would be cool, much appreciated
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Post by lavly on Apr 26, 2013 16:22:37 GMT -5
Ath is it getting easer ? To write about it ? Or is it hard but your doing it anyway ?
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Post by lavly on Apr 26, 2013 16:23:14 GMT -5
Ether i can't wait to read about your experience :-)
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Post by Ath on Apr 26, 2013 20:47:26 GMT -5
It is easier to write about it...But its more difficult because I am forgetting what every day was like.
When you pick memories to hold on to there are big gaps in other places.
I can remember things we did together but I mix up dates and years. I can remember what his skin felt like but I cant remember
his favorit song or film. Its annoying and I often fail when I try not to feel guilty about it.
And yeah, the fact that I am geting older, and he isnt, is also difficult when writing because my perspectives change. I dont remember
Exactly how I dealt with things back then, only how I deal with it now. The older me would not approve
Of things I did back then so there is a conflict..
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Post by Ath on Jun 9, 2013 2:07:43 GMT -5
today I'm seeing an old friend who I hope will be able to fill in some blanks.. I'm really nervouse. Maybe it would have been better not to mix up our memories, but here we go...
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it was 12 years ago