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Post by Triassic on Dec 31, 2005 23:59:46 GMT -5
He looks just like David Byrne.
'You may find yourself...in a wheelchair.'
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Post by vivi on Jan 1, 2006 0:06:09 GMT -5
He is so hot! You are one lucky girl, Chan!  Triassic, I love that song! He does look a little like David Byrne. |
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Post by wanderindev on Jan 2, 2006 19:34:31 GMT -5
This is my sexy --E-- on my sexy sofa. I think he's the most adorable man I've ever seen in my life. And adorable's a good thing, guys. 'Cause adorable, in this case, gets me freaking hot. You know Chan... I really, really, really wanted to hate you. Coz, I think I might have been the original -E-- dev. But... he looks so happy in this picture, that I can't even hate you... well except for maybe the fact that you are 18 and single... lol. Take care of him, he's an incredible guy... and you... are very lucky. |
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Post by Chan on Jan 3, 2006 1:00:56 GMT -5
I'm really, really sorry that I have to say this, guys, but I'm out of Paradevo for good now. Wanderindev did something just as f*cked up as the last girl. She f*cking sent posts I've made about -E- to him. She was the first dev he ever talked to, she got way too possessive and jealous even though they never even met in person (like the last girl), and he stopped talking to her.
This is it. It's the last straw. Every single goddamn thing I say on here somehow gets back to whoever it is I'm saying it about. F*cking jealous females that want to ruin my relationship. Well you know what? F*CK YOU. You are terrible people that just want to destroy things you CAN'T HAVE. Just f*cking stop it already. It really, really sucks. I've been a member of Paradevo for a really long time now, but this is it. No more.
You have no idea just how f*cked up what you're doing is. But if you think you've brought ruin between me and -E-, think again. I don't need a to visit a f*cking website where all that's going to happen is wretched-ass bitches trying to tear me and the one I care about apart.
Get a goddamn life. You've ruined something I really enjoyed. Paradevo was fun while it lasted. And I'm not saying I'm not going to be an avid reader, but no more signing in or talking about anything important or personal. Nothing that someone can try to turn into something ugly and twisted. I am so pissed off right now. I can't believe one f*cker went so far out of her way to do something so terrible and tell -E- that he could do so much better and should move on (insinuating the whole time that I say such horrible things about him on Paradevo), then came to this site and tried to pretend like she was rooting for me. That's really f*cking shady, and I see right through it because I have the email to prove it.
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Post by wanderindev on Jan 3, 2006 3:29:08 GMT -5
Whatever...
I was actually being genuine.
And yep, at first, I was shocked and concerned for him because of what you were saying on here, but seems like you are making him happy.
Sorry that you can't see that.
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Post by Chan on Jan 3, 2006 5:35:25 GMT -5
You know what, I went a rant before, which is what people have come to expect of me, I'm sure. But I still stick by everything I said.
You have no idea the anguish you caused me tonight. I thought all that crap about someone telling -E- exactly what I was saying and sending him links to my posts was over. But all you did was stir that sh*t up again. And it's not even stuff I've never told him. He just told me earlier, "It's ok, don't worry, everything you said on your posts you've already told me about." But it's just the fact that I said those things on Paradevo talking to fellow devotees. I would have phrased things a little differently and censored myself some if I'd known everything I said was going to be thrown in his face by someone else. That was like you ripping pages from my diary just to try to 'get me in trouble'.
What you did really and truly upset me because it was pure meaness and just you trying to meddle in our relationship. It would have been one thing to give him a heads up just to let him know he was being discussed on a devotee website. But you copied all these descriptive things that I've said and just used them against me trying to make me look like I was doing something wrong. And to think that I'm not good enough for him...you don't even know me. I don't appreciate your trying to "help" him out in the manner that you chose and neither does he.
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Post by wanderindev on Jan 3, 2006 7:24:40 GMT -5
Hey look, I hadn't been on this site in ages. When I came back it was shocking to see his name plastered all around and pictures of him. I was worried he didn't know what was going on. I think anyone who knew and respected him would have done the same. And btw... it was one POST I sent him. You make it sound like I sent him everything you've ever written.
Do you not realize you are doing this in a public forum? Do you not realize that people read what you are saying? I understand being excited about a relationship. I do. I think it's great to be able to share it, but IMO you crossed a line. But, guess what Chan... it DOESN'T matter what I think!!! It only matters what he thinks. If he's fine with it, then good for you.
I don't see how this could possibly have harmed your psychie... good god, you knew what you were writing. So geez, stop blaming me for things you've done.
AND I REPEAT...
I'm glad he's happy, he deserves it... which is really ALL I EVER SAID!
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Post by BA on Jan 3, 2006 10:16:56 GMT -5
I probably should really keep my big mouth shut, but I pray to God that whatever I post here, stays here! That just seems to be proper board etiquette. Please people, I count on Paradev to be my "safe" place to share thoughts and feelings. I would hate to think that anything I am saying would be cut and pasted and sent to somebody else. Have mercy!
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Post by mrjefffurz on Jan 3, 2006 11:12:36 GMT -5
ditto what absinthe sez,,,
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Post by Triassic on Jan 3, 2006 11:53:19 GMT -5
AB, I'm sorry but what you're saying doesn't make much sense. There are NO guarantees that anything anyone writes here won't turn up anywhere!
I think that this is an indication of a new kind of reality in our culture: that online life has become so seamless with ordinary life that people don't really realize what they're doing; making time-stamped, non-deleteable statements to the entire world.
This blurring of internet and 'real' life is probably especially true for those in their 20s now-who may have literally grown up chatting online.
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Post by wanderindev on Jan 3, 2006 12:05:36 GMT -5
In retrospect, it would have been much smarter for me to PM her that little message about not being able to hate her and being glad he's happy.
We kinda got off track from that message and I'm sorry to have stirred up bad feelings.
To be honest... I did what I would have wanted any friend to do for me. If someone was posting stuff like that about me, I'd want someone to make sure I knew. And apparently, from reading between the lines, I wasn't the first one to tell him... didn't know that. So, I'm not entirely alone in that line of thinking.
If you guys think that what you say here is subject to some sort of sacred vow of silence, I honestly think you are deluding yourselves. This is a public forum. You don't even have to have membership status to post... anyone can be looking at any time. That's just how it is. That's the reality of it.
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Post by xwithxgaugedxneedlesx on Jan 3, 2006 13:38:41 GMT -5
i think its great that everyone has a place to share their joys and frustrations, but since it is a public forum,mayhap its a better idea that names do remain anonymous? i've never posted anything but first initials of people in any of my blogs or whatnot.
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Post by vivi on Jan 3, 2006 18:16:32 GMT -5
That is precisely why I made an alias and used an alternate email address.  |
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Post by Triassic on Jan 4, 2006 4:13:27 GMT -5
Looks like you've gotten more ink. I should get me some tatts...
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Post by Chan on Jan 4, 2006 5:32:30 GMT -5
Yes! You should. But you should totally let me do your tats, Triassic. Well, once I'm an official artist, that is. Right now I'm a mere apprentice.
If you're ever down in Alabama and in the general vicinity of The Voodoo Needle, I will take great pleasure in sticking you with my hand-made needles.
Or you could just get a freaking tattoo at wherever it is you're at. That might make more sense. In fact, yeah, it does.
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