Post by liberteen on Jul 31, 2006 17:09:11 GMT -5
Hey all...hmph. well. here goes! sorry if this is all long and boring just im going through it and im kinda new to all this and confuzzled etc.
Well ok, first im a 18 almost 19 year old boy. A while back my friend (a girl) got into a car accident and got a spinal injury as a result. Untill then I had no real intrest in any of it but the more time i spent with her the more it felt different. Its hard to explain I was just like fascinated by it.
Anyway, now Ive lost contact with her because shes moved away but the sort of intrest has stayed. I hate the term 'devo' and all other terms like that because i hate reffering to my self as anyhting out of the ordinary because I dont think i am. I just think its kinda sensual, the fact someone can have no senses is sesual (food for thought i guess).
After a while of researching I came across this site and i think its amazing, at first i was creeped out by it all.. its taken me practically 3 weeks just to have the courage to sign up because at first i was freaked out by the fact alot of people were *daring* to say the things i had sort of been thinking. Ive been talking to Ashley (ajpchicago) on yahoon since the first time i came on the board and shes helped to get my head together and just accept what i find intresting/ attractive and given me the engouragement to join up.
I hope just to talk to people who are like minded and try and learn more about all this (especially people who are sorta my age if possible, Ashley is like my big sis cos shes older but she said there are a few people like my age, i think she said someones 19 ish and thats cool). I mean i can prove my age and who i am, i know esp that some ppl are who they sometimes say they are so if anyone wants my email hen just msg me and its no probs.
ANYWAY!! thanks for listening guys, glad i found this place.
Well ok, first im a 18 almost 19 year old boy. A while back my friend (a girl) got into a car accident and got a spinal injury as a result. Untill then I had no real intrest in any of it but the more time i spent with her the more it felt different. Its hard to explain I was just like fascinated by it.
Anyway, now Ive lost contact with her because shes moved away but the sort of intrest has stayed. I hate the term 'devo' and all other terms like that because i hate reffering to my self as anyhting out of the ordinary because I dont think i am. I just think its kinda sensual, the fact someone can have no senses is sesual (food for thought i guess).
After a while of researching I came across this site and i think its amazing, at first i was creeped out by it all.. its taken me practically 3 weeks just to have the courage to sign up because at first i was freaked out by the fact alot of people were *daring* to say the things i had sort of been thinking. Ive been talking to Ashley (ajpchicago) on yahoon since the first time i came on the board and shes helped to get my head together and just accept what i find intresting/ attractive and given me the engouragement to join up.
I hope just to talk to people who are like minded and try and learn more about all this (especially people who are sorta my age if possible, Ashley is like my big sis cos shes older but she said there are a few people like my age, i think she said someones 19 ish and thats cool). I mean i can prove my age and who i am, i know esp that some ppl are who they sometimes say they are so if anyone wants my email hen just msg me and its no probs.
ANYWAY!! thanks for listening guys, glad i found this place.
